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Won't be on here too much, geology research and school and life and such. Haven't done too much art worth posting, so this account is just becoming a pile of dust. I go on tumblr quite often, so if you really need to reach me just go to nekonohoshi.tumblr.com and leave me a msg, I'll get back to you asap. Sorry guys, just trying to keep myself from falling into black
Silver linings
I feel great.
Really Great. I haven't felt this way in a while. Most of this last year was stress and anxiety, and I never gave myself the time of day.
The love of my life returned to me, and it feels the weight of sorrow was instantaneously removed. I found the perfect apartment, for me, my love, and my pets, all for a great price and not too far from campus. I am amazed how wonderful life has been in just two weeks! I found out I can even pass my classes successfully, despite my absence from a field trip, late homework, and missed classes
And even though I currently sit in Cetero for week three, I even found a way to make it less painful
April showers
Seems like everything is falling apart recently. Lost my relationship, lost my house, losing my job (doesn't pay enough), and now I'm losing a ton of blood to pay for a new place. In order to work with Cetero research, I need to have my blood taken like 13 times tomorrow, and for the next 3 weekends.... and I'm deathly afraid of needles. In fact, I started off my weekend excursion by fainting during the first withdraw today. At least they're paying me enough for my new apartment. However, I have to sacrifice a geology field trip, an academic conference I've spent this last school year researching and preparing for, a few classes, and possibly
At least I'm moving forward..
Well, the best thing I can do is make myself a better me, for me. I'm getting therapeutic help, going to get myself more motivated, even if it means doing it solo. Not going to lie, my future was a lot brighter when I was holding hands down the path of my choice, but I can only decide my fate, not someone else's. So, I guess the rest of my life will be a solo act, but hey. At least I get to travel, and think about cats, and move to Japan, and all sorts of things. I just have to try to keep my head held high I suppose, even if it hurts trying
Gone.
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